we do what we want, you do what you can

& you wonder why we don't give a fuck

i wonder what's going to happen

i wonder how much you know

i wonder what you think you know

but you have no idea

weird, over it, & drunk

f o r e v e r y o u n g

Remember when I came over & she left, we laid(lay) in bed together & just napped. For hours. I curled my hair for you. I wore my favorite sexybutnotslutty top for you. I barely knew you. But I was comfortable enough to fall asleep with you. I fell right away. We had just met. We just laid(lay) there & our bodies barely touched. What were we both doing there? It was the middle of the day. You thought I was asleep & I could feel you touching my hair. That is when I knew I liked you. I rarely fall in like. When it happens I remember. Sometimes I wish it had never happened. Most of the time I’m glad it did. Such a stupid story: pointless, not worthy of real writing. Just had to be put down. For later. for never.

love the things that hate us

i'm just a little happymess(:

only upset when im crashing

loving springtime chi

ever wonder what your friendsfamily say about you to their therapists?

marginally talented at a lot of things

just lay in bed & don't move

"for me the hardest thing is to 'just' agree & that is what sparks creativity, the feeling that something can be better, the feeling that something's missing, the feeling that something's needed."

got a blank space where my mind should be

SUNSHINE (:

until thursday i will be sitting in the library reading The Beautiful & Damned. okthen byenow.

"all i want is to be shiny, so ill be walking to the sun if you want to find me."